I researched a lot about breastfeeding before birth, I read websites ice 1 and blogs, I promised my

I researched a lot about breastfeeding before birth, I read websites ice 1 and blogs, I promised myself, even I swore to breastfeed exclusively and for a long time. The truth is however that when the film remain only the fresh baby and your nipples are changing things. It's very easy to get discouraged, ice 1 seem to you that something is wrong, I think that happens because the transfer there from breast to belly child, it's hard to control.
At first child, you have no idea of anything. Sure you read that little is satisfied with colostrum, but if yours is different than all the others? If you're the first woman in history whose milk really is not good for her child? If you complain of hunger? Especially since many people, huge lot of people will put sticks-n smoothly, without bad intentions, only ignorance. I'm still shocked to learn that doctors are recommending milk powder although mothers will breastfeed, that biscuits are still recommended as the first food diversification to four (!) On Monday that so many people around new mothers tends rather to discourage but to help them (I had my own family show in which nobody except me not supported human lactation, everyone, mother, grandmother, mother claimed until weaning that's why baby crying and not sleeping, that insist I breastfeeding when it's obvious that my milk is too thin, thick, acid, slightly. I have heard them all. I kept the bad regime in the hope that if you only eat grilled chicken child will suffer less. Bullshit She had reflux and nothing ate or did not eat would help her or confuse it.
Unfortunately, many health professionals enormous (about mothers not to mention ice 1 families) have no idea how important it is and how to support ice 1 a breastfeeding mother who just gave birth. What is still uncertain and tired and pressed, which needs very little to give up breastfeeding and bottle pouring milk powder first, and then the second, and from there until weaning is not much. But it's enormous sin.
I have not been able to breastfeed for a long time, but I managed to breastfeed immediately after birth. The team at Queen Mary was very honest and dedicated girl brought me to breastfeed as soon as I got out of surgery, took it just as I was moved to room, then I held her in my arms all night to sucking often do not know how much, but I know that the day bursting breasts milk. I brought it often 2-3 hours, sucked well, the nurses helped me with positions, I have learned to help eliminate air brought me milking pump (Sofia stood in a continuous night lamp debut serious jaundice, and gave syringe ice 1 milking colostrum), so the first night home, already breastfeed without problems and without ragade.
Obviously I panicked when I get soft breasts, although I knew it was normal that happen to me. I called immediately Bogdana, who reassured me. Then I called a breastfeeding counselor, to make sure we are on the right track. ice 1 And I, Sofia eat well, sleep, filled diapers, I'm beginning to recover after cesarean ice 1 all, all good. Then began its ebb and our problems. In a few months already stood not breastfed at all, which I associate with heartburn and esophagus. Crying of hunger and terror, not gaining weight, not sleeping, we were destroyed. I called her when Duduś Roxana, who was very patient and warm with us. We insisted bosom some weeks went wrong, I was to only breastfeed sleep, sucking little more vomiting, crying ice 1 and more. And I started to give him my milk from bottle. So go, eat much, much vomiting, ice 1 crying less, meals lasted less panic attacks were rare. And so it went critical months before we started diversifying. Unfortunately, I could not return to her bosom. I continued to give him my milk milking takes no more come up, had almost 11 months. Then I stopped, because I could just shake my nerves ice 1 grab pump only when I saw (I broke three electric pumps 5-6 consecutive milkings per day, towards the end I used a manual or not feel my palms pressed as handle that). That was it. I do not blame anything, but I would have liked the story of Sofia breastfeeding is smoother and longer.
It's good, it's a healthy baby, cheerful, calm, do not feel it's missing something because of rapid weaning. Maybe the second one to be better, and now I know more, I breastfed and experience first months of Sofia.
What's actually want to urge you to go to conferences about Jack Newman's Breastfeeding in Bucharest, 8, 9 and 10, as to be sure of yourself, to have counter, you can ignore ice 1 all contrary ice 1 opinions and to breast-feed ice 1 children in peace. You can ask questions and be relevant new information on the subject, myths, about colic, about diversification, about breastfeeding diet. I have questions about breastfeeding baby with reflux, our physicians idea na